An Extended Break because of paranoia

[Charisma]

I may be one of the most unimportant members here, lol. So, as you have noticed I came back, (*crickets*) I thought I actually had muse for my new character but now she's just a major bland dud just like my others. :/ I may need to take a break from rping, and the community for a while. I'm more focused on being in the spotlight and impressing people with my characters, and that's not what roleplaying is about. Roleplaying is suppose to be about working together, not outstaging somebody else . While I understand that, I still have the "I care what others think of my writing" and the "I must do something crazy so people can say great stuff about me and my character!" mentality, and it's crippling my muse. I freak out whenever a member or a guest views my threads, I feel as if they may scratch their head or laugh at my posts and it's just really hard when it shouldn't be. Some of you may not understand how I may feel, which is fine because I'm an extremely paranoid person. So, I may be back, I may not, it doesn't seem to matter, I will be lurking and hanging around the chatbox sometime, but yeah. Cya~!

If you have or had felt like this before, I would love for you to share your experiences or help me a bit. My skype: imani.oko1 I would extremely appreciate it since the only person I do talk to is my boyfriend. xD

[Harlow]

Everyone cares in varying degrees. Do what you need to do, but I'd suggest working on a character you think would be fun for you to play. Those develop the easiest and show the most improvement. If you need any help, feel free to PM me.

[Marigold Darkson]

Same here. I can offer what advice I can through PM, so don't feel afraid to do so.

[Lee]

Well, I hope you have the best of luck, but I do agree with what Harlow said. You can PM me as well, if you need another head to talk to. I don't have a skype because I don't really need it- I have very few friends who use it IRL and I lack a phone to use it if I DID use it.

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